Movie of The Month #July2016

Mr Holmes (2015)

Sedih banget ngeliat orang tua berjuang hidup sendiri. It's painfully upsetting. Untungnya sampe ending ga ada adegan dia meninggal or I'll feel devastated. This movie further emphasizes my fear of being forgetful in my oldies. It scares the crap out of me. This is the reason why I keep on blogging, storaging all my photos or videos, or anything that would help me keeping all the memories with me which I knew someday it'll help me a lot. Ga usah nunggu tua aja, waktu beberapa tahun lalu sempet ketemu orang yang nyapa gue dan gue lupa dia siapa. Sumpah beneran lupa. Ga enak banget sama itu orang yang uda manggil dan nyapa gue but I don't remember her at all. Rasanya kayak lost gitu. Gimana nanti kalau gue bahkan ga inget diri gue sendiri siapa T.T amit2 yaowo. Film ini juga memunculkan pro dan kontra di benak gue. Terkadang orang selalu melakukan hal based on norma yang ada which kadang bertentangan sama nurani kita. Kayak film ini, Mr Holmes told a woman to go back to his husband (which a person with norm would do) while his heart says to go away with the woman (which will make the woman cheating with him and it's contradict with norm). Dan hasil dari tindakan bernorma dia itu malah bikin dia dan si wanita ga bahagia, even worse. And he regret that for the rest of his life. Mungkin mirip sama LGBT, yang uda tau kodratnya salah tapi mereka tetep lakuin karna they follow what they heart said. This reminds me of a conversation with Frans (btw conversation macam gini emang cuma bisa sama si melankolis plegmatis haha). Terkadang hidup memang serba salah, people always say to "follow your heart" but in the end they curse us for what we do. People keep saying "be yourself" but in the end they dislike us for being our trueself. Plot film nya sendiri sangat bikin penasaran. Iya donk, film detektif macam gini memang paling gue suka karna selalu berhasil bikin penasaran, mikir-mikir dan menduga-duga of the possible plot. This movie successfully gave me no clue of its plot. Not only that, film ini juga berhasil played my emotion which is another plus. And it's a happy ending, just perfect. I bet some people will say this movie is boring or dull though.


W - Two Worlds (2016)

Well, ini drama seri Korea dan masih on going tapiiiii.. gillaaa dari episode 1 aja uda bikin penasaran parahhh. Ceritanya beda banget sama drama Korea lainnya. Descendants of The Sun (yang katanya merajai rating) ga ada apa-apa nya dibanding ini dari segi cerita sumpah hahaha.. Terakhir baru sampe episode 4 dan masih bikin penasaran parahh. Ga sabar banget nungguin episode lanjut nya tiap Kamis-Jumat. Gue ga pernah segila ini sama film seri dan sampe setia nungguin tiap minggu nya selain Game of Thrones. Itu aja ketinggalan episode 7 trus pasrah haha.. Kalau ini gak bisa, ketinggalan dikit aja pas ke WC or apa, gue bakal nonton lagi di streaming hehe.. segitunya ya. Kita lihat aja kelanjutannya apakah film seri ini masih tetep bakal memenuhi ekspetasi gue apa ga. Btw, Han Hyo Joo cakep banget disini sampe ga gue kenalin, yang pasti sih bikin pengen punya see through bangs banget hehe.. Ceritanya berkisar tentang orang keluar masuk webtoon, ga masuk akal sih tapi tetep bikin penasaran bingo. Di Korea emang lagi hits banget webtoon, tapi di Indo biasa aja kayaknya. Hebohan Pokemon Go ckck..

The Reason Why I.. #2

HATE ACTION MOVIE.

In this post I mean JASON BOURNE that is now playing on cinema.

I NEVER watched the whole franchise of Bourne although they were often being played on HBO, but I know the highlight story. It's about someone's being fraud and get fake identity and can't go back to his real one.

So, one day my sis said Bourne movie is different. It's a kind of brilliant and intelligent action movie. She watched all the franchise movie of Bourne. Hearing that I thought, oh well, probably it similar with Dark Knight and I might like it.

Without any further argumentation, I decided to watched it. The first 30 minutes turn me off. I already knew that Julia Stiles will die (since she's not in the movie poster), so the chasing scene really didn't interest me at all. I was really sleepy that day since I haven't had any sleep for a day and I was all day out so I got really tired. I closed my eyes for a bit (trying to save energy for my eyes) on the chasing scene since I don't care about how Julie Stiles will die. The next thing I knew that I was asleep for about 20 minutes (for God' sake, this is a new record. I never sleep in the middle of a movie in a cinema in my whole life). At some part, I was awaken by sound of explosion then I got the energy to watched the rest of the movie which still not catched my interest. The rest of the story was way too easy to predict. I didn't even feel tense at all.

See the point? That's why I don't like plain action movie. The story plot is too easy to see. The protagonist will win and the bad guy will die. End of story. They only enhance the action and blow up scene part. Nothing more.

It's different with another type of action movie like Fast and Furious which I watched. There are lots to see. The casts, the cars, the awesome songs, the sexy girls, etc. I watched them for fun. I didn't expect much from the story. It also different for action hero movies. I love Marvel and they have more than just action. It's fun and entertaining.

But Bourne.. I didn't have any interest in the casts or anything. So, if the story didn't help, then I have no interest in watching it either. It's just the same with The Expendables action movie. The movie has nothing in it I would interested in.

The Reason Why I..

It's been so long.. since I last wrote my blog.. (ala Akon)

Loveliesssss..
Here I'm back with something randomly came up at night when I can't sleep. As usual.

Introvert
People who knows me, will definitely agree that I'm an introvert kind of person. I use to not share anything personal like my life plan, my thought, my relationship or anything I don't feel like sharing it to anyone. The reason might came from a lot of things.

First, I do have this kind of ginx or perception that if I tell my plans or wishes to anyone then it won't came true. Silly, indeed.

Second, I might feel not comfortable enough to tell those things to the person I'm talking to. Or more likely, I'm scared. Scared of the image they made in their mind about me. I use to say I don't care about what people think of me. Honestly, I'm a bit scared. Or simply, I don't think other people or that person is concern enough to hear my stories. You know, in the end, people only loves talking about themselves. There's no point of telling more about us that don't interest them.

Third, I don't trust them. You know I have a HUGEE trust issue, remember? I feel insecure of people knowing my deepest things and their opinion about it. I can't handle it sometimes. I'm afraid they will tell others about me which I think it's not for everyone to know. Even my mom, she will definitely tell others when I don't want others to know. That's why I'm not close to my mom and yeah, she thinks I'm an introvert child.

The point is.. I'm scared when I'm failed or things don't go the way I want, people will talk about me, about my failure, which I was so eagerly told them at first.

As a matter of fact, I do have several people I can share personal things with, but it requires more than seven years of friendship :D

I remember my sis ever said this to me once. "What's the point of blogging? what's the point of telling people what you thought or how you felt? Wouldn't it be uninteresting if people knows how you think or felt?"

Now I'm confused..