Believe not to the Mayans.

I never complained when i'm sick.
I know it's not good to feel sick but there's always something positive i can reap from my problems (that's the only way i'm surviving).
And from sickness, i can make my diet even better.
It's amazing how sickness can make a big difference to me.
I was served a bowl of noddle and there..
I'm not tempted or even want to touch it at all.
AMAZING
For a noddle's lover like me can be like that.
I never mind whenever i got sick but..
When it comes to duty call, it's different ya.
No one wants to work when sick.
And sick when you're living alone, it feels kinda fucked up (for a fragile heart like me).


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Maybe i am the type that not good at lying or hiding problems.
It's not that i'm not trying hard to hide it but.. maybe i'm just not that good at faking a smile or pretend everything was ok.
:')
Dui bu qi da jia.
For realizing that something went wrong with me and made you all feel my worries.
Am i that easy to read?
Too predictable?
*sigh

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It's a nice date, December 20th, 2012. People talking about doomsday everywhere in the social media.
I think people who believe in that prevision were only afraid of it.
Probably they're not ready yet or willing to let that happen.
I read some articles about people who prepared a bunker, a plane to prevent it.
Pity fools..
I think instead of doomsday, it's a good date for weddings or any anniversary event.
Haha..
Don't you guys agree?
Besides, if it's really gonna be doomsday, nothing we all human can do to prevent it to happen.
And yes, though i'm not afraid of it but i hope.. hope that it'll still a long time coming.
I haven't make my mom happy,
wanna see my sis and Tephi got married,
see my mom has her first grandchild,
wanna see what happen to my best friend's love story with that married guy haha.. (kepo ya?)
Nah, i don't think i'm kepo. I just care for my besties :)
And i haven't made my dreams come true (۳ `Д ´)۳
So yeah..
Dear doomsday..
Please don't come right away.