Thank God it's Christmas.

Heyhoo fellas, it's Christmas and Happy Christmas to all of you who celebrate! It's clear that everyone was having a good time. They posted it on their facebook, twitter, blackberry timeline and etc. Well.. I'm happy for y'all but some people out there are just not as lucky as most of you. My friend, Sharon for example, she had to accompany her ill mom at the hospital and staying the night for Christmas eve while everyone else were spending their time by having dinner, parties, and gathered with all their relatives. Even some were spent it in Paris and New York which got me sooo envy..

My point is, everyday is Christmas day. As long as you have heart filled with love, your life will always be meaningful and full of joy and love to be shared with everyone who needs and that's what Christmas meant to me. It doesn't have to be celebrated with parties and having fun. It's about your heart. Your heart that give thanks for Christmas meaning itself and applied it by share with others, especially people you love. And so this is Christmas and what have you done?

Some cute things were also happened though. Wrong spelled or they did it on purpose. Haha well.. i'm not judging but it's in my blood, i'm a perfectionist in some ways and don't like any small mistake or placed wrongly. I don't think it's small mistake though. I mean.. You have been through Christmas for more than 20 years, how could you spell it wrong this time? DUH

Well i'm not here to give speech and advices like elders do. I'm here because it's Christmas and i wish you all much much happiness and love filled in your life from deep deep inside my heart! I never pray for myself only and that's what i always pray for all of us to have everyday. May God bless us all! And i present you a song that i fell for at once..

I will survive (Hopefully)

Ah.. there's a lot of movie list i gotta catch. And Les miserables is on my number one! Can't wait and i must watch it for sure. And i'm gonna review some that i already watched. Don't get bored ;)

Silent Hill Revelation.

Boo..! Still amazed for the first one. Poor people who didn't watch the first one, they won't get for this sequel, or maybe hard to get. The main character, Heather Mason, is completely a copy from its game version, though not the same happened for its story line. I am a fan of Silent Hill, the movie and the game. Though i never and can't play horror games haha it's always Yenti who played it. It is a world where i don't wanna come into most. I'd rather be in Resident Evil's world than this one. This sequel is far from scary. Not even close. And i think the ending is too happy for Silent Hill's standard. So yeah.. i still vote for the first one.

5cm.

Oh my God! This movie is too freaking entertaining, laughable, inspiring and beautiful to be an Indonesian movie. Oh my God! Yes! I seldom watch Indonesian movie and i must say this one is a must watch for y'all! Very recommended! The jokes is very casual, refreshing and common among youth nowadays. The romance is okay, not bold though a lil' bit dirty at the beginning so the kids can also enjoy this movie. Thumbs up! I am proud to live in Indonesia and to be an Indonesian! And i love Zafran's quote, "Cinta bukanlah cinta jika tidak diungkapkan". Though it takes two hours but i guarantee you won't be bored along the movie. I suppose this movie should be released on our independence day and not christmas lol..

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Okay it's near Christmas and.. time for me to get some presents for people i love. It's fun though i failed to get myself mine, my lovely, delicious and precious Caramel praline cheese cake Baskin Robin ice cream flavor, the only thing that accompany me nowadays when i'm alone at home. Baby where are you? Why are you so hard to get? I'm craving for you. Sigh.. It's gonna be hollow days without it. Haha.. I'm too exaggerate here i guess. Well maybe it's not my destiny to have you now and probably it's my faith to not have you for the sake of my diet lol.

And it's good to hear that Christmas songs on my playlist are played everywhere, any Mall and hangout places. They are Billy Gilman's, Charlotte Church's, Michael Buble's, Mariah Carey's, and Josh Groban's. Well i must say they have a nice taste on this one. The bad news is they always got me singing when hearing it even in the rest room haha.. can't help.

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Recent fave songs

1. Terjebak nostalgia - Raisa

2. Said i loved you but i lied - Michael Bolton

3. Turn up the love - Far East Movement

Recent wishlist
1. Winter leather glove

2. Electric blue blazer

3. Be skinny!

4. Maxi summer beach dress
5. Black paper sheets book 

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Betapa malangnya dirimu

Dikala engkau datang, tiada yang menyambutmu

Tiada yang menantikan kehadiranmu

Dan tiada pula yang mengharapkan kedatanganmu

Betapa malangnya dirimu

Mereka tidak sungkan untuk menghujatmu

Terlalu keji mereka menghinamu

Dan terlampau pedih mengingat semua itu mereka tujukan hanya kepadamu

Betapa malangnya dirimu

Mereka tak sadari betapa indahnya dirimu

Begitu elok rupa bumi saat engkau datang

Dan tak terhingga guna kedatanganmu terhadap mereka dan bumi yang mereka pijak

Betapa malangnya dirimu

Seharusnya mereka dapat menari diatas bumi saat kau membasahinya

Melukiskan indahnya kedatanganmu atas mereka

Dan bersyukur atas rahmatNya karena memperolehmu dikala yang lain haus akan kedatanganmu

Oh hujan, betapa malangnya dirimu - eM

Christmas ain't come this early.

Oke.. Ga berani liat timbangan. Ga berani nimbang juga. Diet udah terbelengkalai. Makan udah ga pake mikir-mikir lagi. Yang biasa ga pernah makan nasi jadi makan nasi terus. Dijejelin mie terus juga tiap breakfast. Ga akan heran kalau nimbang naek beberapa kilo ARGHH Hiks.. abis yang dipikirin cuma satu. Yang jadi tanggung jawab tuh ada 22 orang, kalau gue sakit gara-gara diet dan masuk angin karna dingin gimana jadinya mereka (alibi aja sih sebenernya). And i got bruises everywhere, mostly on my feet.

Sempet drop memang.. Mentally.. Entah napa.. Pas lagi nyanyi Rudolph the red nose reindeer sendirian, nungguin tamu, bengong mandang langit kosong ga jelas.. Aneh. Pas di lobby Kaitian juga, diputerin instrumen Have yourself a merry little christmas sama saxophone nya The Christmas song. Hadeh hadeh.. Langsung buru-buru naik ke kamar sebelum mewek di hadapan banyak orang haha.. Epek belom ke gereja kayaknya. Lucunya tiap kali humming selalu lagu Jingle bell rock. Dan saking "skip" nya sampai baru pertama kali seumur idup ini, sabun dipakai jadi sampo and now my scalp is itchy as hell!

Dan siapa sih inventor nya firework?? bisa cek google padahal Baru sadar loh, ternyata cantik banget.. dan menghanyutkan.. Tersadar setelah liat firework dari kamar hotel di New Fu An, Yangshuo, ada kali ya 45 menit itu kembang api ga abis-abis. Saking lama nya ga kelar-kelar akhirnya gue tinggal mandi. Tapi lucu.. Baru kali ini liat kembang api nya ada yang hello kitty, mickey mouse, bunga and heart shape gitu and many more. Ditemani indah nya langit malam yang temaram dan musik dari tipi, romantisnya..

Ga lupa bersyukur. Tiap kali selalu dapat tamu yang bae-bae, manis-manis, hangat-hangat, udah kayak keluarga sendiri. Dianggap anak sama semuanya haha.. Dan walaupun sudah berulang kali nonton Liu San Jie, tetep.. ga akan pernah ga amaze tiap kali nonton. Bener deh, yang bilang itu show ga bagus sih ga punya sense of art ya. Emang sih awal nya agak gak jelas dan bosenin tapi klimaks nya bakal bikin kita terpesona.. Buat ci Yuni, keep strong and healthy ya. I feel pity for you from deep inside my heart. May God bless you and your family :)

Believe not to the Mayans.

I never complained when i'm sick.

I know it's not good to feel sick but there's always something positive i can reap from my problems (that's the only way i'm surviving).

And from sickness, i can make my diet even better.

It's amazing how sickness can make a big difference to me.

I was served a bowl of noddle and there..

I'm not tempted or even want to touch it at all.

AMAZING

For a noddle's lover like me can be like that.

I never mind whenever i got sick but..

When it comes to duty call, it's different ya.

No one wants to work when sick.

And sick when you're living alone, it feels kinda fucked up (for a fragile heart like me).

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Maybe i am the type that not good at lying or hiding problems.

It's not that i'm not trying hard to hide it but.. maybe i'm just not that good at faking a smile or pretend everything was ok.

:')

Dui bu qi da jia.

For realizing that something went wrong with me and made you all feel my worries.

Am i that easy to read?

Too predictable?

*sigh

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It's a nice date, December 20th, 2012. People talking about doomsday everywhere in the social media.

I think people who believe in that prevision were only afraid of it.

Probably they're not ready yet or willing to let that happen.

I read some articles about people who prepared a bunker, a plane to prevent it.

Pity fools..

I think instead of doomsday, it's a good date for weddings or any anniversary event.

Haha..

Don't you guys agree?

Besides, if it's really gonna be doomsday, nothing we all human can do to prevent it to happen.

And yes, though i'm not afraid of it but i hope.. hope that it'll still a long time coming.

I haven't make my mom happy,

wanna see my sis and Tephi got married,

see my mom has her first grandchild,

wanna see what happen to my best friend's love story with that married guy haha.. (kepo ya?)

Nah, i don't think i'm kepo. I just care for my besties :)

And i haven't made my dreams come true (۳ `Д ´)۳

So yeah..

Dear doomsday..

Please don't come right away.

A love so great it knows no boundaries...

Don't laugh for what i'm gonna post right now. Since the almighty king of Bollywood is coming to town, i'm gonna preview some of his popular movies. I have to say that SRK is good at picking up movie to role. None of his movies were sucks (as far as i know).

Most of you would have been considered Bollywood movies as a joke. It's true that sometimes all the dances and singing kinda makes us tired and sick of all the drama and romances. But i love them (especially if there's Hritikh Roshan in it). Most of them have good stories and plot. What i love about Bollywood movie is that besides the good musics, they also take a lot of great scenery and views in it.

Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna (2006)

This movie is.. Tragic. It's pathetic to see how human's destiny were being played by God. How they turned up to be in love while they already married and have a family of their own. Yeah this is a good movie for married couple or.. getting married. I ain't spoil much and fyi, this movie was a hit, even beat the famous Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham. I love this song very much btw (and New York of course).

Veer Zaara (2004)
This is one of SRK's movie i love. Mostly because the main actress is Preity Zinta. From all Bollywood's actresses, i love her the most (the second comes Kareena Kapoor). This movie is.. i don't know.. Should i call it tragic, ridiculous or stupid. This movie is about different country lovers, a Pakistani and an Indian. The movie teaches us to not see differences between people but to see them as equal. And this is a great poem Veer wrote that made me shed tears..

I, Prisoner No. 786, look through the bars of my cell 

I see days, months, years change to eons,
From the soil of this land I can smell my Bauji's fields
The burning sun reminds me of my Maati's cool buttermilk
The rains come with the swings of many seasons
 The winter fills me with the warmth of the Lodi fires
 They say this isn't your country, then why does it feel like mine?
 They say that I do not look like him, then why does he look like me?
 I, Prisoner No. 786, look through the bars of my cell
 I see an angel who has come down from heaven 
She calls herself Saamiya, and she calls me Veer
 She's a complete stranger, but she treats me as her family
 Hearing her truthful words, I feel alive once again
 Hearing her promises and vow, I want to feel life once more
They say she isn't related, then why does she fight the world for me?
 They say I'm not like her, then why does she look like me?
 I, Prisoner No. 786, look through the bars of my cell
I see my Zaara wrapped in the colours of my village
 In making my dreams come true, she has forgotten her own
 In serving my people, she has left behind her own
Now I want to fill her heart with joy
 I feel I could live another lifetime for her
 They say my country is not hers, then why does she stay in my home?
They say I'm not like her, then why does she look like me?
 I, Prisoner No. 786, look through the bars of my cell...

Ashoka (2001)
Ah.. Too easy to describe this movie, one word.. Sexy. Kareena Kapoor (her make up, her gesture, her tattoo, her body, her expressions aaahh she's perfect!), the scenery, the settings, the songs, the dances, the wardrobe.. This movie is very artistic. The story is so much alike with Romeo and Juliet, heir from feuding kingdoms. They didn't end up suicide but.. teehee i'm not gonna spoil more.

Haha.. So yes.. Bollywood is full of drama, love and tragedy. But the film maker surely know how to make the movies beautiful. They showed us the beauty of their country India, the panoramic, the culture, etc. Nowadays Bollywood movies are maturer and increasingly recognized by international, even Hollywood. Let's see.. there are Slumdog Millionaire, My name is Khan, and 3 idiots. All of them teaches us good things. I think Indonesian film maker must learn much from them. Do you folks agree with me? :)

Sweet tongue eh..

Ah it's an old one actually but never mind.. I love the shops :)

Located at the heart of Jakarta and in a well-known Mall, this sweet cake shop hides very well at the corner of third floor. Bittersweet corner is a small joining cafe with an interior shop. Although it's small but the decor and the ambience it brings are nice. All of the cakes they sell are so mouth watering. (at least for me)

 

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Also located at the heart of Jakarta, Ninety nine were originated well-known not for its dessert but hey, if you guys haven't try any of them, you should! The vanilla ice cream is amazing and the dessert portion is quite big for a person (i didn't finish my own dessert). So yeah, with their lovely ambience and their unique and delicious menu, you must not skip the desserts.

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And voila! This is one of my favorite ice cream shop. Island creamery is located at Flavor Bliss Alam Sutera, Tangerang. It's a famous one and every weekend it's always full of ice cream's lovers (mostly kids). I love the mud pie! It's deathly delicious! The beverages are also good. The passion fruit tea is nice, you can taste the blend of tea and fruit in it, such a lovely combination for a refreshing drink. I didn't taste the chocolate lava cake (i'm not into chocolate) but my sis said it's nice, hot and cold blend at once. Too bad i didn't take a photo of its ambience, i can say it's a fun and cheerful one, probably were addressed to kids and youngsters.

Ready to taste a little piece of sweet heaven? ;)

Early Dec.

Recent fav songs :
1. As long as you love me - Justin Bieber
2. Good time - Owl city ft Carly Rae Jepsen
3. Love is you - Ten2five
4. Skyfall - Adele
5. Superbass - Nicky Minaj
6. I won't give up - Jason Mraz
7. Scream - Usher
8. Tonight i'm fucking you - Enrique Iglesias
9. Game of love - Michelle Branch ft Santana

Recent fav foods :
1. Fruits! (i'm on a diet)
2. Pork ramen with tamago! (forget the diet)

Recent sucks things :
1. Watched bad ending movies
2. Being called "Gisel" everytime
3. Had to deal with China's winter again