Longing.

Sunny day fellas :)

It's been awhile since my last post.

Part I

I never love rain like i were on Wed.
It's the sexiest, saddest, and most beautiful rain i've ever experienced.
I can't take a picture of it but i enclose one that look alike from google.

I felt like the rain was inviting me to dance and cry at the same time.

Now i know why some people loves the rain.

But i still prefer the sun :)


Part II
It's been 5136 hours since the last time i saw you.

You may think this is weird but the truth is..

I can't completely erase our memories from my mind.
Or maybe no one has managed to make me do it :)

Don't hate me.

Don't blame me.

Don't curse me.

All i've done is purely for your sake.
You'll never get the true happiness if you keep staying with me.

And i will always pray for your happiness,

even if it's not with me.

Like i said,

you'll find someone a lot better than me :)


Part III
The reason why i love twilight series books.
Some people find this story is boring and flat.
I can understand that.
It is actually. I don't deny it.

But i found some similarity between me and Bella.
You bet. It's not her beauty or her charming side of course.
1. Both of us love the sunheat
2. Clumsy and unbalance
3. Don't like kids but love our own baby
4. Suffer in silence type
5. Get dreams while sleeping almost all the time
6. I can't publish this one but maybe i'll tell you oneday :)
7. Very concern of other's sake

I do even know her 05 important people better than my own.
No doubt. It must be : 1. Edward
                                 2. Renesmee
                                 3. Jacob
                                 4. Renee
                                 5. Charlie
It's just.. I haven't found my Edward yet and my dad has already gone.
Automaticaly Renesmee is still on pending :)

And how i love the way Edward loves Bella.
I wish i had someone like him to love me.
But then i realize that he's just a fictional character, 
which remind me that someone like him is only available on books, movies, and unreal.


Part IV
Just wanna share my wish list :)
1. Acuvue contact lens
2. Dye my hair
3. Canon lens EF 50mm F1.4 USM

4. Lasering with yenti

5. Yellow Ipod Shuffle
6. Opi Nail Color


Part V
I forgot to mention princess.
How i love them more and more.
It's really fun when i'm with you guys.
It feels like we had the same thoughts, same taste.
And i can't wait for our next hang out ╭(′▽`)╯