Must I go bound while you go free
Must I love a man who doesn't love me
Must I be born with so little art
As to love a man who'll break my heart?
Bridget, Clockwork Prince
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Forty minutes dream
I wake up and realizing i'm in a city. It was dark, not because of it was night, but everything about the whole city. It was a total chaos. The walking dead, if you know what i mean, the zombies.. Man eater are everywhere. Chasing humans, grab anyone they can, blood everywhere, cars are dead, people rushing.. trying to save their lives. There i'm standing in the middle of the madness, without knowing where to go and what to do, or even find out why i was there. I found myself just wearing my bed dress that i wore to sleep and it's really not comfortable to appear in public with only that on my skin (though it appear to be a public of zombies). I had nothing on my mind until some group of them were after me and i just followed my instinct, trying to save my life.
While running, i have this slight of thoughts and visual coming to my head, the townspeople that yelling about the curse from a girl with huge black blood stains on her stomach that caused the city ruined like now and somehow i felt that the girl was me. Terrified with the thoughts, i realized i managed to escaped from the undead and rushed into a place not too far from across the street where i were at. It's a small place, probably a tool shop.. or maybe weapon. But before i fully succeeded to enter the room, i saw my half sleeves yellow shirt out of nowhere and trying to grab it but it happened to be stuck on one of the zombie's hand while i'm trying to close the door. There's pull-pull between me and the zombie for awhile until i finally reached out my yellow shirt and managed to lock the door. I wore my yellow shirt immediately which it turned into a short sleeves nude brown shirt right away when i wear it.
Then i looked around at the room i were in and found out there were some other human in it but they don't talk each other. They were maybe four people including me in that room and everyone were too busy on their own thing that they didn't noticed one another. Ignoring the people, me too trying to found out myself what's in the room and walk around. There's a lot of tools that some i don't get what are they for. While i'm examining a small gun, i saw a blonde man in a white with light blue thin strips shirt were taking some guns. I don't know why but i have a feeling that the man is capable of surviving and fighting the undead.
Suddenly there was a loud noise coming from the back area that i haven't checked and everyone in the room glanced at that area at once and the atmosphere becoming tense again. It appeared to be the wall is lifted up like a garage door and luminous lights coming from there, that i realized to be dimmer light from cars. It's hard to see what's actually happen with that luminous light and i tried so hard to open my eyes and look deeper. They were police. Or whatever they called. They were meant to save us, the only survival left in that small tool place. The polices pointed the gun to us and told us to drop down everything we grab. I do what they told, dropping two guns on the table in front of me and froze, and so the others. While the polices do their thing to examine whatever, i got distracted by the blonde guy i saw before, he is now getting into a small white vehicle in that room, smooth enough that he didn't make any moves that distract the polices. I moved to follow him and get into the passenger seat of the car, without the polices notice as well. He glanced confused at me at first and his face illustrated that he did not take any passenger. I replied with gestures that saying i'm insist to go with him. Ignoring me, he saw a chance to go with no one notices and take it. Slowly but sure, we're getting out of the room with the car.
Right after leaving the room behind us, there was a lively city with tons of people passing through every directions. It was kinda hard to drive with that crowd and we moved very slowly just to get through it. I was amazed to see a new world in front of me, never expected there were going to be this lots of uninfected humans. Stunned by a world outside the car, the blonde man suddenly said he was going to dropped me off from here now. Surprised by the fact of the words he said, i cried reject his statement and insist on going with him. I do not know anyone else and do not know where to go. I need someone to guide me. But he didn't change his mind a bit and came to a stop, where he got out of the car and stepping to a place like a hypermart.
I got out off the car and followed him thoroughly. There were so many people even in the supermarket. While he was busy searching and checking on things to get, i keep blabbering him with words to convince him to take me with him. I said anything on my mind, "i don't know how to survive and how can i get things when i don't even have any money? It would be good thing if the government set up all the civiliants needed into free of charge in this kind of situation". The blonde man didn't say anything and keep getting supplies from the rack. After saying that, i looked at my surroundings and saw the writings of "No Charge" everywhere in the supermarket. I can't believe the fact that my wish were come true. No wonder that the supermarket were flooded by people. Without looking back to the blonde man, i hurried getting supplies for myself too from the rack.
Then i looked around at the room i were in and found out there were some other human in it but they don't talk each other. They were maybe four people including me in that room and everyone were too busy on their own thing that they didn't noticed one another. Ignoring the people, me too trying to found out myself what's in the room and walk around. There's a lot of tools that some i don't get what are they for. While i'm examining a small gun, i saw a blonde man in a white with light blue thin strips shirt were taking some guns. I don't know why but i have a feeling that the man is capable of surviving and fighting the undead.
Suddenly there was a loud noise coming from the back area that i haven't checked and everyone in the room glanced at that area at once and the atmosphere becoming tense again. It appeared to be the wall is lifted up like a garage door and luminous lights coming from there, that i realized to be dimmer light from cars. It's hard to see what's actually happen with that luminous light and i tried so hard to open my eyes and look deeper. They were police. Or whatever they called. They were meant to save us, the only survival left in that small tool place. The polices pointed the gun to us and told us to drop down everything we grab. I do what they told, dropping two guns on the table in front of me and froze, and so the others. While the polices do their thing to examine whatever, i got distracted by the blonde guy i saw before, he is now getting into a small white vehicle in that room, smooth enough that he didn't make any moves that distract the polices. I moved to follow him and get into the passenger seat of the car, without the polices notice as well. He glanced confused at me at first and his face illustrated that he did not take any passenger. I replied with gestures that saying i'm insist to go with him. Ignoring me, he saw a chance to go with no one notices and take it. Slowly but sure, we're getting out of the room with the car.
Right after leaving the room behind us, there was a lively city with tons of people passing through every directions. It was kinda hard to drive with that crowd and we moved very slowly just to get through it. I was amazed to see a new world in front of me, never expected there were going to be this lots of uninfected humans. Stunned by a world outside the car, the blonde man suddenly said he was going to dropped me off from here now. Surprised by the fact of the words he said, i cried reject his statement and insist on going with him. I do not know anyone else and do not know where to go. I need someone to guide me. But he didn't change his mind a bit and came to a stop, where he got out of the car and stepping to a place like a hypermart.
I got out off the car and followed him thoroughly. There were so many people even in the supermarket. While he was busy searching and checking on things to get, i keep blabbering him with words to convince him to take me with him. I said anything on my mind, "i don't know how to survive and how can i get things when i don't even have any money? It would be good thing if the government set up all the civiliants needed into free of charge in this kind of situation". The blonde man didn't say anything and keep getting supplies from the rack. After saying that, i looked at my surroundings and saw the writings of "No Charge" everywhere in the supermarket. I can't believe the fact that my wish were come true. No wonder that the supermarket were flooded by people. Without looking back to the blonde man, i hurried getting supplies for myself too from the rack.
**to be continue..
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Recent Fave Song
1. Bitter Heart - Zee Avi
2. Sebelum Selamanya - Sherina
3. Tahu diri - Maudy Ayunda
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I've drown quite busy lately with my new activities. I don't even get much time to watch movies, read books, or even listen to musics. But i love this flurry. I even enjoy my overtime. I've moved to a new office and it's funny how wherever i am, people will always said this thing about me, "so puny but eat a lot". It's true and i don't know how much weight i gained since then. Every morning they always offer me something to eat, there goes the same for lunch too. How can i not bloated?
