How do you all been doing? How's your new year's eve? Was it memorable? Fantastic? How's your first day of 2013? Well i would be super excited to know the story of each of you had but that would be on my other chapter ;) Whatever it is, i hope you guys had a nice one. Though it's just a couple of days, i miss my blog so much already.
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| Simply a cheers from Shiela and me. |
For me it's been.. full of my firsts. And what i should know and realize is.. Atashi wa hitori janai, i'm not alone. From the very start. I thought i always walk alone for all this time. But then i realized on the last day of 2012, people who loves me, they never leave and never forget my presence which i thought they were, though we don't spend time together much anymore. And i thank God for having them in my life.
...This one might make it to my own Guinness world record book. First day of the year and i already made two persons cried because of me. F*ck.. Am i that bad? That evil? ...An asshole? Perhaps i am. I know i can't be a perfect person but evil..? Sigh.. This is not something i wanted. So i say sorry once again.. and again. I didn't mean to. Really. Sorry if i hurt your heart. I'd rather be the one crying than make others crying. Hope this won't change anything in our relationship.
...This one might make it to my own Guinness world record book. First day of the year and i already made two persons cried because of me. F*ck.. Am i that bad? That evil? ...An asshole? Perhaps i am. I know i can't be a perfect person but evil..? Sigh.. This is not something i wanted. So i say sorry once again.. and again. I didn't mean to. Really. Sorry if i hurt your heart. I'd rather be the one crying than make others crying. Hope this won't change anything in our relationship.
How many times have you cried?
How many times have you made others cry?
There are two important days in your life.
The day you were born and the day you found out why.
It will be a busy year for me. At least that's what i plan it to be fingers crossed. No sit back, no more play, and no more comfort zone. I hope i hope and i hope.. We all hope, everything that would happen this year will make us a better person and also a better life than last year. More importantly, whichever steps and paths that we take, may God always be with us. I wish you all happiness for sure!
I've been too greedy this time. I bought an half gallon bucket which is the biggest size Caramel Praline Cheese Cake of Baskin Robin's. Apparently, it's not exactly the flavor that i've been craving for. It supposed to be Pralines and Cream flavor. Duh. For all this time i always thought my fave flavor is Caramel Praline Cheese Cake and ordered it that way. Probably the waiter mistaken it for Pralines and Cream. And now when i really ordered Caramel Praline Cheese Cake, i hate it --" the cheese cake taste is too strong, in this case i'm not a fan of cheese so that would be unfortunate for me. Okay it's a lesson for me. Last time i decided to buy an half gallon because i think it was so hard to get this flavor. I don't have any idea on how i should finish it :|
