My recent favorite songs were quite much. One of them that made me drowning was "I love you" by Avril L. When i started to hear the song, it feels like the song were leading my imagination and feeling to a road trip, sitting on the passenger side of a convertible car, driving through hills, beach, flower field and other great scenery road, wind blows the hair, feeling the breeze with hands and started to sing along while occasionally looking to the driver which is the "you" mention in the song. Some part of the song we're pulling the car to check the machine out and stopping by at the gas station. Finally we reached to the main destination at night and that's the end of the song. Anyone got the same thought with me or am i good to be a music clip director? I haven't seen its official video clip myself.
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Soon it will be the end of November and i'll spend six months (probably more) alone.
Completely alone.
*sigh
Not even dare to watch any horror movie for a while.
And thinking about moving out.. really got me frustrated.
I have a lot of unuseful stuff that i love to keep!
Thinking that i might bring them all from room to room making me exhausted.
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Gosh it has been November already and soon it will be new year.
Feels just like yesterday.
I still remember last new year eve when i got sober..
I'm not ready yet.
Not ready for next year and..
A year passing by just like that.
Feels like an ice cream cone slipped from my hand.
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It has been raining a lot lately.
Yes.
Rainy days has come and.. Jakarta surely will go through flood and awful traffic jam. Everyone hates it. Some of my friends has already been an official hater of rain as they said in twitter. Well well.. It's a natural thing. When summer comes, people craving for rain and so the reverse apply. Me, myself for example, never like rainy days actually. It makes some difficulties to travel around the city, flood everywhere (funny, even inside the house i still get wet and no need to mention the traffic), dangerous when the road goes slippery, the mood it brings, the paranoid, the memories and so on. I only love it sometimes when i already bored to the summer and missing a little bit of rain drops and the smell of it. Just got to keep grateful and enjoy this cycle every year. *sigh
