Ex-man

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Terus terang
Aku merindukanmu
Setengah mati merindu
Tiada henti merindukanmu
Masih hatiku untukmu

Setengah Mati - Judika

Dulu..
Sepenggal lirik lagu diatas mewakili keadaan gue banget.
But times do heal.
En it works on me.

But why..
Lately your pictures come flashin' again on my frame,
Although I already tried to lock you on a box so damn hard?
And the memories started to come up again..

You were my genie in the bottle.

You used to granted all my childish n silly wishes.
Whatever it was..
You never complained or tried to reject me.
Cause you know it'll only make me upset.

And now..
Everytime I have something I want in my mind,
The first sentence come up in my brain is
If you were here..
If you still here..
What if? What if?

I know this mortal is being very selfish.
And I'll always be.
But I DON'T expecting anything from this selfishness.
So don't worry.
I'll never regret it. For sure. Definitely.


I thank God I once ever had you in my life -MCD